Different

When I look you in the lies
Something deep inside me dies
Cos I know you won’t get
better, better, better
You’d rather be right
than be loved
The only thing I understood
nothing’s ever good enough

I stumble through the words
as they’re leaving me
Tremble at the sight
of your majesty
And I cut myself
Just to get them out

This time will be different,
I promise you
This time I’ll be special,
you know I will
Just don’t leave with me
in your eyes
This time I’ll be better,
I want you to know
This time I’ll be special,
oh God make it so
Just don’t leave with me in your
eyes, your eyes, your eyes

You took my youth,
you took my health
And If you’re not here
I’ll fight myself
You’re supposed to make this
better, better, better
No self control,
and no reason why
And if I don’t change,
then we both die
This is it for you and I

Blisters at the end
of my fingertips
Praying to a God
I don’t think exists
Will you listen now
Can you forgive me somehow
This time will be different,
I promise you
This time I’ll be special,
you know I will
Just don’t leave with me
in your eyes
This time I’ll be better,
I want you to know
This time I’ll be special,
oh God make it so
Just don’t leave with me in your
eyes, your eyes, your eyes

Closer now
To the end
If love was the answer
Then hope was the question
Closer now
Let’s pretend
We’ve never been
out here before

This time I’ll be different,
I promise you
This time I’ll be special,
you know I will
Just don’t leave with me
in your eyes
This time I’ll be better,
I want you to know
This time I’ll be special,
oh God make it so
Just don’t leave with me in your
eyes, your eyes, your eyes